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Well, tomorrow I am on th road again. Headed back to NC. My mom's bringing some peach cobbler and ice cream for us to devour  yaaay!

On the way back I need to remember to get Faygo and stuffs to take on a road trip. Mainly...Energy Drinks!!

Ya I know, Nothing exciting going on now I guess. Thinking about this awesome female that I know who still has reserves about stuff. Which is keeping us from becoming anything. I need to become more secure i guess.  I'm really positive as far as the sexual experience goes, the cuddling and such we satisfied each other beyond expectations. i mean it may have both been a while for either of us but it was worth it. Sux it was only 1 moment ans neither of us could really b at 100% for obvious reasons.

Really there are some things we both need to get straightened out on both our sides as far as work and such goes to sustain such a relationship. Things can work on love alone but someone has to be working or survival is just out of the question. I guess the decent part is that it isnt a LDR yet so there is a chance for me to get 'lucky' maybe again? I dunno lol. Well my mom is here with the P Cobb so i am outta herez, ttylz pplz

Dynamo

Julie and Julia.

Sooooo I've just finished watching a movie about food and the love for it. Or was it about how setting positive goals can bring out a better character than you thought existed within you in the first place? I don't know actually, Probably the latter. The relationships that both of the women had with there other halves did have me thinking "That would be an awesome relationship to have."

Apparently there is just something about me that keeps that from being the case. And I mean something on a deeper level, like the universe is like "NO! You can't have that." Every time that i get close to achieving an objective or goal that i set in place something fail happens. But i keep moving forward. ...well enough of that for now..

As far as the movie goes it is really good. Like all books to movies, I am sure the book is better. That doesn't prevent this one from delivering on a great experience that may have you cooking something and blogging..or just doing on or the other. Def check it out when you can. laterz

Dynamo